Moving again.

Left greatestjournal.

keptawake

I know I need to stop moving around... haha.

shiftling@gj

I'm not sure if this is a complete and permanent switch. I may still use livejournal, depending. But I haven't been using livejournal much lately anyway, now have I?

-mwah-

Another new tattoo -- check my myspace default picture to see it if you want.

Interesting post in challenging_god... I'm keeping up with it and asking questions, raising objections, right along with everyone else. Mostly as a point of curiosity. It's funny with communities like this, I doubt anyone ever has their mind changed by the arguments posted there. We're all so set in our own ways. I'm not looking for answers anymore; I'm content with not knowing. Maybe someday something that makes sense will fall into my lap, but I doubt it. Ah well.

The sheer number of coincidences lately, big and small... wow.

I feel kind of like I'm in suspense, on the brink of something... I don't know. It's strange. I like the feeling. It's alive.

Huh.

Wow, I have no desire to update. What I want is to think of something to write. A story or something. I want to write a short story for WotF and submit it. And win! Haha, but submitting it would be a start, way further than I've gotten so far.

I was going to say that it feels weird not writing to Egan ... but I decided, why stop? I'll just mail it when I get the chance.

Since it's past midnight, happy birthday Yuka =)

He's gone ;_;

Still not quite real, but it'll get there.

I found myself thinking this a few minutes ago... I don't know if it came from somewhere or if my mind just randomly created it, but:

"In dreams and in tomorrows, forever yours."

It was just there. It was so random, I feel like it had to come from somewhere, but I googled it, and nothing. Huh.

This is my attempt to write something, anything.

( It's not much... )

There's a lot of the weird stuff going on in my head in there, I know it. I wonder if writing will help it, or if I should try writing something distanced from me?

I don't know what to do with myself.

I'm at this amazing point in my life. I love living, I have everything going for me, I'm so happy just to be myself. It's incredible. I feel like there's just so much out there in the world.

I'm not self-conscious, I'm extraverted, I'm just... happy.

( length )

I think Egan threw my whole physiology off.

This is the first time in probably more than a year that I've started my period without cramping at all.

Strange.

Okay, so maybe it has very little to do with Egan. I've been working a month, maybe it has more to do with that and with going out all the time during the day. But considering last night, that was the first thing I thought of.

Ah. I got the expected response from Mom2 for my new default myspace picture. Oh well.